Pain
Pain. Pain knows no respite…
Or so it feels these days
It’s been one endless rollercoaster with mere pauses in between
I have little energy left for hope
Hope that there would be better days
My heaving chest cough reminds me of this hope
How I wish it for myself
I am honestly sick of being sick
It’s been one thing after another
Either it’s my body or it’s my mind
Food poisoning to Covid to more food poisoning to this
A miserable cough after years
Gosh it’s on a mission to heave and deal
Everything I have not let out in years
It’s like my immune system is on super alert mode
It’s been battling and battling and honestly I am just tired
Tired of everything
Just wish I could have some respite
From this misery, from family, from work
All things that just add more pain
I honestly wish at times
For rest eternal, even if it not may be my time